thinking the back hug you gave^^

Tonight i just can't sleep well..
Keep on thinking about you..
Thinking about the 1st time we met after we start dating..

Still remember you said that you want to come to find me..I really very happy because after we accepted this relationship we haven't met with each other..
Don't know how the feeling it is when i meet you..
Whole night i'm thinking about it..

Then, finally i wait til the moment we are waiting for..

Still remember..
You want me to wait you outside..
Because you want to come find me 1st..

So, i wait in my car..

After 15minutes..
haha..
I saw a noob guy walking around and keep finding..
then go to the wrong direction..
again and again you walk here and there..
then you called me that you saw me..
but i just saw you go to the wrong direction..

but don't know why..
i just love to see your noob action.,

i didn't tell you where i am..
just let you keep finding..

finally..
you found me..

that time i really nervous..
so scare that both of us will keep silent..

luckily..
everything goes fluently..
hehe..

really a sweet memory for me^^
that day is the 1st time you hug me..
also the 1st time you kiss me..
until now..
i still remember it clearly..

when you hug me..
i really felt so surprise..
because normally you are so shy..
i can't imagine that you will hug me voluntarily..
i always thought that everything will i do it 1st..
because i'm the kind of person that is more initiative..
you hug me from the back..
is so warm..
so lovely..
i will never forget the feeling..

although we are in a long distance relationship..
but..
you are so understanding..
every time i lose my temper..
you will use your time to explain everything to me clearly..

although i make the mistake again and again..
you also explain to me patiently..

i always think that.. "ermm.. why the world still got this kind of person huh?"
you just make me feel like i'm not perfect enough to you..
because you are so perfect..

last time Sherene told me that when i found a right person..
everything will be different..
some time you feel that this thing is important..
but when you love the person..
everything will be not important..
just the person you love or care will become the most important..

now..
i know the feeling..
is really make me to be more mature..

i really want to thanks God that he bring me a good guy..
a guy that can make me change to be a better person..

Thanks God for the blessing^^