Childish..
This word already stay in my world long long time ago..
No matter where or when..
The people around me also feel that i'm so childish..
Maybe is because that i'm a type if person that always can't hide any of my feeling..
I always tell it out or spread all my feeling out..
When i'm not happy, i just will show the face to everyone then hope that people will care me more..
When i'm happy, i also will jump here and there and keep on let everyone know i'm happy.. When i'm angry, i will simply put my temper to anyone.. I'm the kind of person that don't know how to control..
But since last week, i think my attitude started to change..
Change to become a person that hide many things inside..
Try to become happy in front of everyone..
Try to make people happy..
Try to bring less trouble to people..
Try to be patient to something that i can't hang on last time..
Everything started to change..
But my life become more upset..
No more happy..
No more joyful..
Hide everything inside my heart..
Very complicated..
Very stress..
Every night started to cry..
Everyday have a pair of red eyes..
Now i notice that once a person become mature..
Happiness will gone..
Sadness will appear..
Now only i understand why people will say, children is the most joyful person..
When become adult will have many things to think..
Then happiness will gone..
I started to understand, not everything can tell people..
Not everyone will understand your situation..
